Beaten as a child and sexually abused. At 11 years old got a revolver from my older brother to scare the abuser to stay away. I practiced so I could fast draw so that the abuser feared me. Should h...ver másBeaten as a child and sexually abused. At 11 years old got a revolver from my older brother to scare the abuser to stay away. I practiced so I could fast draw so that the abuser feared me. Should have killed the evil people but did not go that far. On the farm I got my shot gun by a tree and was ready at 14 to kill a crazed man but the sheriff showed up.ver menos