I have been graced with experiencing many trials in life, which were shifted into small and large miracles once I surrendered my will. I have been fortunate in cultivating the strengths that I have...ver másI have been graced with experiencing many trials in life, which were shifted into small and large miracles once I surrendered my will. I have been fortunate in cultivating the strengths that I have gained only from facing fears. In the earlier stages of awakening, I only reacted to those fears without realizing there was something I could do about them. There were always periods when I knew deep down that existing did not have to be as hard as I was making it for myself, but I felt lost in a maze until, I believe, God sent messengers to guide me who were human beings stating other choices and advising other paths .
As I look back, these messengers would come and go as reminders again and again until gradually, I began to take notice. Then I wanted more of the strengths I had been given by them. I wanted more from those who were trying to show me how to love myself and others more responsibly, and I wanted a stronger spiritual covenant with God.
Once my perception changed from looking through fear to facing fears with faith, I realized there was a whole other world that I wanted to experience. I went to college and received a BA degree. I read everything I could. I painted in Europe. I sculpted in New York City. All these things are considered miracles in the sense of the spiritual implementation of personal dreams .These dreams have not been fulfilled perfectly, but they have been fulfilled exactly the God wanted them to be.ver menos