Shadows of The Heart Series

Those who love the cancer bearer have also been drafted into this fight. They are the caregivers, the cheerleaders, the ones who are always looking toward hope. They are up all hours, anxiously waiting for the surgeon to tell the news. Although they do everything for you, they feel they do not do enough. I feel guilty expecting them to sit there and listen to me being angry with the world, and to hold my head up while I vomit up chemo as fast as it goes in. It is a stab in their hearts when I lose hope and talk of death.